My piece of mind..going to be snatched away by exams.
I can feel them intruding in my leisurely enjoyable studying sessions.

ps-happy diwali celebrations:)

cynic speaks..

Attitude redefined for love-

"I can very well take care of myself
I want a person to prove that I can’t..”

Got this forward..abysmal…isn’t it? I mean had it said that the person needs to prove that he/she can take care of me TOO..that would still have been okay. But by proving us incapable or feeble and coming into the picture as the oh-so-important hero(heroine) figure is just ridiculous. Now, I feel that this is the young age of 22 something when we can actually let go of people if they don’t match our standards. Like you know, try them out(not flippantly, ofcourse..you always look for something good) and if it doesn’t work out..you know that it wasnt worth it. You don’t have to suffer and stick on only cuz you are in the habit of someone or it would be too hard to let go…it isn’t. Like a friend was saying that she needs that one person cuz she wants to be pampered...or talk to someone everyday said another. Its not supposed to be this random...you know..its supposed to be meaningful.

After marriage..we ll havta adjust and readjust a lot..thats a given. So right now, lets wait and wait some more and look for a person who is willing to adjust too. And if it’s an arranged match..oh, then let’s hope for the best.

:)

Facebook application says..that God says..that all is well. All is going according to plan. Trust that there is a bigger picture and life is unfolding exactly as it should.

Everything created by God is perfect, so are you. Just accept the glory of your being as it is.

you know what..Precisely!!!!!!:):):):)

spent 3 hours in fabindia...1.5 in the hailstorm..all wet and cold..then another in the metro wet and cold still..finally reached home and now i feel lonely. I miss mum dad and ankur:(..blah!

So what if i am
#demanding
#obsessive to the extent of being crazy about people calling(or not calling) me
#flip out if i don get answers to my(important) texts sent to relevant people
#fussy about food
#fussy about everything in general
#temperamental..
#greedy

And so what if i
#love sleeping...LOVE it..anytime, my house:)..some(my family) may call me lazy.
#profusely love shopping..i actually run from one store to another looking for something to buy.
#dont like having small talks with people..i actually try to avoid meeting people cuz i will havta talk to them..random ones i mean:p
#judge strangers according to the clothes they wear or their footwear (so does ankur..except that he doesnt) but no..i am not callous..its just a small joke thing..nothing serious.
#dont like doing voluntary work..give me money or recognition or a certificate..and the works done.
#jump to my own conclusions unless explained otherwise.
#did household chores when i was young..but not now..no no NO! which is actually the opposite of what it should be like but..

i still think i am like a good(awesome:P) person. Afterall 'Self love is the greatest of all flatteres'. I have it in abundance:)

and yeah yeah..i will try to improve!

hope:)

"Hope is a good thing, maybe the best of things, and no good thing ever dies."-The Shawshank Redemption.

Finally finally saw the movie. Hope is an excellent thing..like a small light bulb inside you, flickering maybe but the only one thing in those dark moments that gives you the power to triumph over any hardship whatsoever. Maybe that is why i din like Anjaana Anjaani..they(RK and PC's characters) gave up..what the doctor tells RK in the movie is correct..a heart break or a financial loss or whatever and here she's committing suicide. Make your life better than succumbing to it. But they did live in the end..found reasons..good for them:)

Anyway..

"The funny thing is, I was an honest man, straight as an arrow. I had to come to prison to be a crook.":)..loved the movie.

Orange, yellow and purple flowers look so good together..even though its a bad combination in general..i look at it everytime i come on my blog page..pretty pretty i tell you.

sachaaaaaaa pyaaaar!

What's this concept of 'sacha pyaar'..that is supposed to happen once. I dont think its real. You can love anybody..anybody who is not non-attractive, likes(oops..loves..blah) you and meets your expectations but as soon as the same person disappoints you..poof..the love's gone. its not this easy but a lot depens on what you tell yourself..(i listen to me).

Now either we say it too too quickly or its this age or we assume it to be love what at the most is infatuation(if you believe the theory of one true love holds true). What exists is friendship and likeness. If you truly like a person And vice versa, it always remains no matter what and there are chances of THAT growing into something beautiful. It moves beyond your ego and mine. But sadly, not every rather a very few infatuations have that element. So lets give it a two year break and talk about the so-called love when it could actually mature into something long lasting..till then, i will only like you or..not!:):)

happy day..CWG.

Ohh..the cwg was soo much fun. i was telling a friend that i don't watch all the events on tv cuz i am not interested in wrestling or weightlifting of any sort..and i went to watch boxing. how inconsistent, you may think but we we went cuz we had no other option, we didnt wana postpone meeting and din wana spend 1000 bucks on swimming tickets..anyway, the seats weren't available. so, the games..were really funny. not the games games..cuz that was serious but like sitting there spotting things we cud make fun of and laughing on our own absurd jokes:)..

Ok, so there was this parent there telling his kids what they didnt know. Now when Kiribati team came up..they were referred to as KIR on the score board..the son(youngest) tells his dad.."look, kiribati..such an unusual name"..to which the father replies.."its Not kiribati abc, its Kazakhistan" and he was serious.

During some boring match between botswana and malaysia we decided that we are going to cheer for India cuz India's match on the last slot and were Boredddddd..now R, A, E and I were supposed to say that together..so we counted 3 and E(only) goes like "jeetega bhai jeetega India jeetega" and it was one of those moments in between when the entire stadium goes unusually quiet and here is E bawling at the top of her voice and everybody staring at her.

The seats were particularly small and we were wondering how a heavy man wud fit into one of these and the very same minute we saw a man weighing 300 kg or more sitting on 3.5 chairs..and we burst out laughing. no offence to the guy but that was hilarious.

Irritating the cwg desk person for passes for swimming or vijender singhs match was too entertaining..for us.

Even talking about how unexciting the matches were (like 15 matches..for 15 minutes each..of teams we hadn't even heard of and din care about) and how exhausted we were was amusing.

But when India came..feel aa gayi..the entire stadium was cheering and applauding him..and obviously, he won:).
cheery on the cake..free and comfortable metro ride home cuz of the cwg ticket and the women's coach.. thats what i call, a day well spent.:):)